Things change and I was your stepping stone. To be honest, yeah you were cool and all but now I don’t really care. Sad to say, but it’s true. I haven’t “talked talked” to you in a long time and that kinda made me realize that I shouldn’t be dependent on just you. I have other people. I don’t think you even care anymore. Oh wells. It was nice while it lasted. I have a long road ahead of me, hopefully i’ll meet some more genuine people.
Can’t you fucking see I’m trying to earn it back? No, evidently you don’t give a shit. I honestly don’t know what to do to make you forgive me in the least bit. I pretty much hit rock bottom between us but the only way we can go now is up, but you probably won’t ever give me the chance, would you? I don’t even know what to say anymore. I know a “sorry” wouldn’t even phase you. But shit sometimes you just have to stop being a hard ass and ughhhhhhhh. Fuck. I won’t give up I know that but it seems like you already have.
It’s not because I’m fake. It’s because I have a different comfort zone around certain people. I’ll act loud, stupid, be mean to you, act crazy, and do the most stupidest things with you because I’m comfortable around you. But, I can be quiet and shy if I don’t know you that well or we aren’t very close. Just because I act different around certain people, doesn’t mean I’m fake. I just have a different comfort zone with certain people.